Class chalet was awesome!!!
Laughed so much.
Didn't go for ice camp though.
Was very tired. So i came back 3 days ahead of my schedule.
Woopee.
Spent the whole day like sleeping to make up for the loss of sleep. :D

I wish i can express my feelings to my mum,
but i feel like it's so hard.. like there's a wall between us..
and it makes me so upset that i can't bear it,
so i just hang out with my cat in my room.
I feel like this is the point of no return,
and i feel like things are so out of my control, its so scary,
and i feel so afraid.
Sigh. It sucks to have someone replace me..
I might as well disappear from the face of this earth.

I'm so negative i know.
But i think when i wake up tomorrow i might just think
this post is insane..

Guess the only person that won't leave me or hurt me is God.
Why are we so imperfect?
These stupid imperfections hurt other people.

I really yearn to go to that place
where there will be no tears no pain and no sorrow.
I'm not being suicidal,
so don't be so judgemental of me.

There will be a time for everything i guess.